Know what??

I just figure out that im just An "ITEM" for him..im been using from all this time just to get what he want...He success with flying color..What should I do now.. even though we don't  have any special relationship but I felt so stupid....FYI...He got my whole heart and he waste it just to chase another Girl...God!!!!!...when will he realize that the one who always with him,laughing with him,chatting with him,worrying about him,supporting him and most of all REMEMBER HIM!!!!!!......I believe in you and  never doubt you even a second....but what did you do and act...you confused  me  with that and at this time...if you don't act fast to lock my heart...I'am afraid that I will surrender my heart to someone that really appreciate and love me because people always said that "being in love is better than loving someone".....just be brave cause that what I want man to be or just stop giving me false "alarm" about your action and intention..........